As a Jewish college student, my life took an unexpected turn after October 7th. My dorm room door became a battleground, and my identity became a target. But through it all, I found strength in embracing who I am.
From Hidden to Proud: My Jewish Awakening
Growing up with a mixed religious background (thanks, Dad, for that Catholic twist), I struggled to connect with my Jewish roots. But as I entered college, something changed. Despite my parents’ fears, I decided to wear my yamaka daily and hang a mezuzah on my door. It wasn’t just about religion anymore – it was about standing up for who I am.
Facing the Storm: Anti-Semitism on Campus
Let me tell you, being visibly Jewish on campus these days is no walk in the park. My whiteboard became a canvas for hate, with messages like “6 million wasn’t enough” and swastikas appearing overnight. I’ve been called a “Palestinian killer” and even spat on while walking to class. It’s rough, but hiding isn’t an option anymore.
The Personal Cost of Conflict
October 7th hit me hard. I lost two cousins in the Nova Music Festival massacre. My world shattered, and I reached out for help. But when I contacted campus mental health services, mentioning I was Jewish and grieving family members killed in Israel, I was turned away. Talk about adding insult to injury.
Zionism: It’s Not What You Think
Here’s the thing about being a Zionist – it’s often misunderstood. People assume it means I support every action Israel takes or that I want harm to come to Palestinians. That’s not it at all. For me, Zionism is about a deep connection to Jewish culture and people. It’s complex, emotional, and personal.
A Call to Allies: Stand With Us
To my non-Jewish friends out there, we need you. Show us you have our backs. Many of us are scared, feeling like we’re on our own in this fight against anti-Semitism. Your support means more than you know. Stand up with us, speak out against hate, and help create a safer environment for everyone.
Moving Forward: Pride in the Face of Adversity
Despite the challenges, I’m more committed than ever to my Jewish identity. It’s not always easy, but it’s who I am. I’m learning to balance pride with safety, tradition with modernity, and personal beliefs with open dialogue.In these crazy times, being Jewish on campus is a wild ride. But I’m buckling up and facing it head-on. After all, if we don’t stand up for ourselves, who will?
